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unwanted and loved

the feeling that I get when u look at me
a simple gesture
it may not be the meaning I see
but the feelings overwhelming me fester
my mind catches every detail
a tiny brush of a hand
the feelings through my heart will empale
and trickle through my body like sand
a hug gives my insides a loop
time stops and my heart explodes
your face draws near as you stoop
I hesitate as I come instantly to a crossroads
my insides long for you
they crave u as they always have
but your decision never fails to color me blue
and your actions take me to a whole nother octave
even so I will leave just to bring a smile on your face
as long as you smile the way i love then I am happy
even then my heart will forever race
because of my love for you even when it's shaggy
Naomi~wingedfeature