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Unwanted son

Okay deep breath u already know by the time u open ur eyes this morning u lost the battle the bi popular depression spiral shit another day of rage hate anger hearing them whisper at work o shit here he comes who is it today lol i know hes a total nut case lol whats that u got something to say to me i didnt think shit why did i do that u know what fuck it lets do this lets find a fight win or lose its gonna feel good never caring if i win because somtimes it feels good to get ur ass kicked lol sad when thats the only thing u miss about ur mom and step dad the stomping they use to dish out just stand there and take it lol always asking were u going ur done already good my turn but never put ur hands kn ur mom ur step dad i had my fun though lol yelling hey dad guess what ya u gotta crawl through the hatch of ur suv for work again i kicked ur truck doors in agian lol mmhmm love it time for another round busted lip hand prints on my face for school bruses on rids lite limp must have smacked my knee on the stairs as i rolled down stairs ill take ill keep there attion sis so there not calling u fat gross whore slut ill take the lumps so u dont have to the other 4 his kids my step brothers and sisters never to be touched always treated like golden porcelain dolls never left wanting always handed what they want never knowing what it was to struggle or to sit up at night as a young child wondering when ur mom was coming back because she left u alone with ur baby sister well ahe went partying so now i sit her as a man 3 great child of my disowned by my knce called family never seeing never speak i am the outcast that stood up and called her out but im okay i have my little family who will never know or feel the like i did i guess this is just another story of a unwanted son
The Life "The Mad Crazy Dark Poet"