You killed my child self
You took my arm
And threw me on the bed
Your cold firm hands
Explored my body
I cried
I screamed and kicked
But you were to strong
You held my hands above my head
That night you ruined my childhood
I wanted to vomit
I cry at the thought of that night
Your drunken state
Your rough voice
I will never forget
The feeling of
Your breath on my neck
I wish I died
That night
I wished you
Didn't drink
Your unwanted touch
Killed my innocence
Took away my voice
Took away my Happiness
You said it was my fault
But that night
I wore a hoodie and sweats
You are to blame
For the bruises
On my wrists
The hickeys on my neck
The cuts on my thighs
Your fault
I hung in my room
Your fault I took
My final breath saying
Your name
I damned you to hell
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