The angel that speaks words of encouragement into me left me at night
Her presence was in my heart
She made me see the beauty in every situation
I woke up without her presence
I phoned her and she smiled from the other side
But the smile was plastic and unreal
She was in pain
She was in tears
It felt like a pang in my heart
Though in pain, she asked me not to worry
She tried to make me smile
But my tears made it impossible
She has always been there for me
For the one time she needed me the most
She was too far away
I saw nothing of myself but how useless I am to her.
It hurts a lot.
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