Us?

I know you are fine
Feeling content without another
But I want to be the one to change that narrative
If there's nothing more I can do to keep you than I must go
I'm afraid to leave you
Scared to find someone else
For I want you and only you, but i am getting nothing now
Hurts how you ignore and push aside.
Hurts when you bring me close and hold tight.
I see another man showing some interest and I don't want to replace him with you
But...
He's near, adhering to what you wont give me the attention and conversation I need
It hurts to know the truth of our reality
Is there any way to change this.
I really don't want to leave you.
My heart brakes
This heart brake might leave me vulnerable and I might make bad decisions, I'm afraid I'll become more broken than now, but I'm just trying to fill the void you are leaving.
What is there left to do with us?!
©savy