Sitting in the same room where I got your message
Same room where I sit everyday and tie my bandage
Over these wounds that you've caused
Almost like I'm branded
It's like I've been stranded
Ever since you and I had disbanded
But I've got to hand it
To you, you always seem to build me up and tear me down like it's standard
Procedure, well I've had it
You've burnt me down
And danced on my ashes
Left me broken, empty
And skin scarred with gashes
It's kinda funny
I'm always here
Even though I know
It's killing me
I hate that I still love you
My emotions are a travesty
A tragedy
Sometimes I think maybe one day you'll come back to me
That this time you're not just gonna stay for 2 months or three
What is it with you and greed
I thought you wanted me but all you did was left me to bleed
Every time you ran off with another feeling free
While I was on my knees
Quietly begging
Hoping you'll stay
I know I'm not the greatest
But I'll keep you happy everyday
I'll be your silver lining
When skies are grey
But you'd rather leave me in the dust
And leave me feeling like I'm
Broken and betrayed.
My heart has decayed
Broken and empty
There's nothing left to say
Just leave me be
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