Doubt made a mess in my mind,
too fogged to make judgement,
for days I was blind.
Believing I was a mastermind
I had ideas,
a resolution -
until mania turned on me,
then depression gave me a notice of
eviction.
Too tired to make judgement
for weeks I was conflicted
wishing it was all fiction.
waiting for it to pass
waiting for better intentions
ready for mania to trespass
the mess in my mind.
©anastriana
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