butterflies eats at my stomach as I fell down the rabbit hole.
fireflies burning my insides as I felt emotions that plaque me to my core.
topic after topic you had me intrigued.
hanging on your every word.
hanging on a thread.
and like a spider dangling from a intoxicated web I was mesmerized by you.
you were the muse I dreamed about.
the infectious warmth that I needed yet the distance made me cold.
I wanted you yet I couldn't touch you.
it's was enough to just dream of you every night.
the kisses that haunt me in my sleep.
tortuous somewhat loneliness is.
yet I close my eyes and I could see you as plain as day.
yet every time in my present wet dreams I ache to just get you to stay with me.
endless recurring dreams.
yet I was easily seduced by you.
captivated by your mere will.
yet I die just to have you in HD.
high definition pitch perfect flawless as I would hold you in the palm of my hand but theses are dreams a childish fairytale upon lonely whispers.
yet I gasp adoring you in the night porcelain pale skin a softness that had me at fight or flight.
yet I close my eyes.
and there you are in a black lingerie dress crawling into my bed like a kitten set to purr.
yet I laid there letting you work your magic on me your hips kissing my waist grinding on me harmoniously as your breasts kissed my face as I wanted to be there just right there in that moment tasting heaven like the first time.
yet theses signals I have.
this sixth sense.
this feeling that won't go away even though I tell it to.
you always remain.
in the dark.
naked.
kissing me from head to toe.
your deep blue eyes locked on me like I'm the only guy in the world.
your black long hair caressing my chest.
your thighs swallowing me whole.
your ass feeling the heat of my hand.
the hot Red burn briefly kisses each cheek.
yet Dawn always comes bleeding in your exposed ass turning it a fever Red as you clenched the leftover bedsheets to caress the curves belonging to your coke bottle shaped body.
as I rest peacefully on the bed as you take a shower.
a love note on the night stand as I rolled over.
content.
happy.
with a final kiss you disappear with the dawn's fierce passion leaving vibes I can't fathom.
all I knew is I wanted you and there's nothing to stop me yet I dare to feel.
©darkdeity
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