"This is for the experts so this wouldn't make sense at all for these Beginners,
Going through the worst right now but eventually I'll be recognized in that category of Winners,
Doesn't feel like I'll ever get through this turmoil as I'm constantly facing loss after Loss,
But I keep thinking to myself it's going to be such a great feeling when I'm the top Boss,
Hurts my heart that my own loved ones don't show me the same appreciation that they Received,
Thought I would get the same treatment but that's something that I shouldn't have Believed,
Praying and keep that faith is the only thing that's keeping me Sane,
Because I swear there's chaos that occurs everyday up there in my Membrane,
I stay prepared with a coat because it can get so cold when you're all Alone,
I'll forgive but never will I forget as the pain is inside of me and is deeply Sewn,
From now on, I'm only worried about myself,my life and my woman as nothing else really matters to Me,
A young visionary is what I am as I can spot all of the invisible things that the others can't See ..."
©jamaree
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