there's not a day that goes by a tear does not roll out my eye
depression induced how my body hurts
deteriorating inflating pain throbbing in almost every joint
ah I still smile love the way I just lay
I want my life back
I want to walk further then the restroom
oh I still smile with pain
mother of two lonely and blue
never thought I'd be lost in this room not being able to hardly move
life is already hard for me
I appreciate all life on earth has
the grass the sweet scent in the crisp air
birds chipping pretty colorful flowers yellow pink means you are my friend
I appreciate things now more then when I was well and able to walk I cherish any help
country side no buses no rout no transit no car unable to walk
God please help me up is this just a dream or can you please wake me up.
©petrafff
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