another sleepless night.
but I want your restless touch.
your nervous touch.
your wandering to me kiss that chased me like wine and burn me like whiskey.
thoughts of wanting to die and I'm seeing you.
angelic softness beautiful sweet you.
yet the love never seems far away when I got you on the phone.
wanting to sleep with you next to me yet you always feel like home.
bottles half empty pills bottles often fade away.
yet I dream of you erotically and I drift away.
yet dawn doesn't break when I'm asleep.
my nightmares haunt me then turn blissfully erotic as your touch like a fever cut me deep.
I wanna wake up next to you instead of in the fragments of my dreams.
I wanna feel you on my skin.
not just hypothetically.
thoughts of you, the ocean and Palm trees often put me to ease.
yet I lay here wondering do you dream of me?
cuz right now I can tell you,
you never leave my mind.
even when I wake up the thought of you is never left behind.
so another night doesn't matter to me if only you're on the other side of the bed.
cause I don't want to ever be without you.
cause then I would truly be dead.
and the sun won't bleed.
and the moon won't shine.
if I don't get to have you as all mine.
and intoxicated when you laying next to me if only in my bed.
©darkdeity
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