Been so suicidal lately.
Just want a family
not perfect but good life
Tired of crying at night
always call my friends up
like they requested
let's just say
I get more and more scars.
maybe this life wasn't meant for me. Maybe I was put on this planet
to be other things than I'm being now
I just want the truth.
before I keep assuming he's cheating
he promised me and I'm the one to pay
it's just so fucked up
how my life can be this way
does he know how much he means to me?
because I think he can't see
I didn't go to his house cussing him out
no child support
I'm making him free
but is we still together
are we still one
I don't want to find out
there another bitch out front
your mine
and only mine get the facts
I fucked up once but I can change that
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