Remembering that day is hard but I do it everyday,Wanting to start over but the Pain wont go Away. It replays just like a movie on repeat in my head, scared I'm going to turn into one of the walking dead. Emotionally I'm done
While my Mentality is just fried. As I walk around still smiling. But behind it all I Hide.
I'm scared to start a future because of the hauntings of my past.
I no Longer Trust Anyone. Especially Not Myself. Because I'm the one who Created my own personal Hell.
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