warmth.
that's what I feel as I lay here.
relishing in your angelic frame.
a safety that plague you still.
in hands so soft so sweet it's hell just to pull away.
torn.
knowing I could never look away I could never leave.
such heavens that makes me bleed.
I laid here.
inseparable by the softness that leaves my heart to ache.
the splitting into.
knowing I could never deny how much I love you.
yet in dreams I have you.
but are you just a dream?
a figment of my imagination?
all I know is you feel real to me?
you're like a dream.
a fantasy to me.
yet I dream never wanting to wake.
wanting to stay in the beauty of a dream.
to lose myself entirely.
wholely.
yet love is all I see.
all I feel.
yet I die just to feel you.
just to feel something real.
and not conceived by thinking this love isn't real.
yet I dream of you.
hidden by emotions I dare just to feel.
knowing in every beat of my heart what I feel is real.
to cradle your face every angelic detail.
to want blindly.
to be forever caught up in your spell.
knowing I could never look away.
I could never leave nor do I want to.
but just lay here in warmth.
knowing you were my dreams desires in a beautiful hell.
©darkmocha
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