Smoke to the brain.
Feel it hit as soon as you inhale.
I'm the engineer of this train.
Pray it don't derail .
I've gotten back up so many times only to fail.
This time I it's up to me to deliver like the daily mail.
No you cant beat me down.
Till I'm lying motionless on the ground.
Not without me making a sound.
I don't wanna be down.
Cos there's so much darkness when I drown.
I just want to find my Nirvana.
Not like Cobain.
He lost the battle to his pain.
A victim of the demons in his brain.
I'm so tired of the sad songs.
I've been a prisoner in my mind far too long.
Who knew that if your still in the fight you're the one that's strong.
I won't let this defeat me.
Gods knows I don't let anything beat me.
So hold up hear me out.
If you're tired of the struggle.
If you don't have the strength to shout.
Constantly struggling to get the words out.
You are a warrior!
This is your story!
Write it your own way!
You have the courage the get up and face another day!
©budmac38
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