Never thought my life would be this corrupt.
Looked through photos, a tear fell, sorry, didn't want to disrupt.
Looking back at shit, I felt happy, now I am feeling fucked.
Now, counting back the days til.i can go back home.
Cause lately, I have been feeling so alone.
It's okay, I always bounce back up, just feeling a little angry, starting all over again.
But lord knows I'm never gonna be happy til I repent these sins.
But hey who knows where I will end up, just a matter of time before I give up.
I'm a warrior, God has blessed me with strength, so I haven't had enough.
Now I lay back and think for two.
Because honestly, I'm wondering about you.
But I know you have love in your life.
And I know you will be there when I let down my pride.
My secrets, I do confide......
My heart never has to hide,
What I truly feel inside.
From all the secrets and lies....
And all those unwanted goodbyes....
I never wanted for us to give up, forgive me, for I have failed.
This life we should of had, I'm sorry for I have bailed.
My friend " kenan " wrote this poem with me.
©terrylin53
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