These eyes have seen too many lies.
I can't explain to you how it feels when a heart finally turns cold.
Now there is ice flowing through my veins.
I'm searching for someplace warm where I can thaw out.
A place where I can find shelter from the fallout.
I feel I've been compassionate for it to be in vain.
I always find myself fighting with the monster in my brain.
I'm sick of conceding the day to my pain.
The water isn't receding and I'm the one to blame.
I'm tired of rotting away in vain.
The clouds are getting murkier and the sunshine has run away.
Now there is only rain.
Please don't let me wash away again.
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