Sometimes I feel like I'm just wasting away, thankful to have a breath to pray, atleast that gives me hope that tomorrow better may come, but I shout & yell out Jesus name asking for protection from evil ppl & spirits but really I need protection from myself, I know for a fact I have strong mental health but sometimes my mind can be a crazy place & what's crazy is I know this & still reside there. I wanna scream & shout it's like nothing is going my way, it's like the only way to see a new environment is to try & change my direction but this straight path was once a good strategy because of the consistency. I dont know what to do in this empty place filled with hurt & sadness endless memories tears grief & madness. How do I tell my Lord & Savior I want to be saved from the poisonous of my everdays without him giving up on me like me and taking me away from everyone shortening my days? I just want to fly I dont want to no longer be confused that's why I pray everyday with a thought of tomorrow better will come. 🤞🏽✌🏽
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