Swipe me left, cuz I ain't right
Gotcha sleeping in the bed alone at night
Off doing my own thing, probably start a fight
Told ya I just cant leave well enough alone
So I phone ya up and say I'm sorry
Spit some silver get ya to a party
We have a good time and you say you love me
But lady that's to high above me
Say some stupid shit, then you shove me
You dont love me
I dont love me
Isnt this story lovely
Like putty I play a dumby and wollow in self pity
Like feeling shitty
Like when my teeth chip cuz I cant stop gritting
I'm spitting toxic genocide to the masses
Truth hurts but I'll pick the color of my own casket
Basket case swinging
Bells and voices in the head ringing
It's just me and my superstitions
In a superposition of both states
Manic and depressed
but not really
Just cope with these feelings
What I'm supposed to do
What am I supposed to do
Talk to you, or you, you, or you
Or Him and that'll do
I dont get it, I'm a fool
Never close my eyes
Fraid I'll miss something cool
Diving not drowning in the deep end
Dont need air, ok to stop breathing
See, I'm seething for no reason
Sneaking up on myself to kick a
Chair out from under the rope tied to the ceiling
Dont worry I took a deep breath and brought a knife to cut the rope
I'm not serious, just fiending for some dope
Got problems man ain't no joke
Wait, I'm the punchline
To many you folk
Waiting for me to fold but I wont
coming back
Sorting it out one problem after the other
Taking it in stride no longer hiding for cover
Being a better lover, not being a bitter lover
Being good for my mother
And loving every brother
And sister
Sounds good but I'm still sick like a blister
Ready to pop
At some point I might probably stop
Probably not
Might just be me being me
Sorry
No I'm not
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