you're walking.
I watch you leaving.
my heart is torn broke wanting you to be my poetic release my forever escape my chemical romance.
so save me the last dance.
tear me at the seams.
watch me bleed.
cuz you're the only heartbeat I need.
you're the only drug I want.
the only itch I wanna scratch.
yet our love is a tragedy.
I love you just to be doomed.
just to annihilate everything and leave.
to want you is a sin and I don't want to confess cuz I was born to burn for you.
yet I watched you.
chasing the pavement.
crying in the cold rain.
yet he doesn't treat you like me.
I tell you he doesn't deserve you in the vacant quiet in the night just to make you feel good enough just to make you feel wanted yet I miss you when you leave.
words I try not speak.
but my heart is obsessed with your beautiful hell.
the angelic almost teenage girl that leaves me to ache.
fore your beauty is such sweet agony.
the way you sway.
such gracious twist.
yet it hurts to look away.
I imagine cradling your face like it will break.
yet every thousands of patterns I fall in love with yet the thoughts of you are bittersweet.
every smile is precious.
every frown adored.
every tear cherish.
yet you don't know.
you have no idea.
I leave no clue.
just silence.
as you walk away a smile a wave and I get in the car.
our fingers pulled away knowing it will linger as you are in my thoughts and dreams every night.
yet you don't even know.
©darkdeity
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