I wish I knew where I go from here,
All I know is that I'm on my own again,
In the back of my head I kinda knew,
I'd end up writing about another hole I'm in,
I've been told I'm self-destructive,
I'm starting to think they might be right,
Because I dont see any progress from here,
Just a bunch of failed attempts in my sight,
I'll have to keep my head held extra high this time,
Cause I'm starting to run out of second winds,
I wish God would just give me the knowledge,
To understand why this always happens,
So I can try and change my ways of always,
With everything I gain I end up losing even more,
I want to believe success was meant for me,
But anymore thats just something I can't be sure.
©justin_ur
J