Just because you left me here alone
you think I'll fall?
I am afraid you are mistaken
I am stronger than y'all.
I hope she is the reason for any peace
you have found.
Because you suck, and eventually
no one will want you around.
I feel sick now whenever you come to mind
I pray you fall head over heels in love
and she isn't kind.
You had a love rarely seen...
unique and true.
One who gave her everything to you
Did you even hesitate when you left?
Or worry that I would be inconsolably bereft?
I shared with you my every hope and dream
now tears fall down my face in a constant stream.
You took advantage of my friendship and hard earned trust
I am shattered. You destroyed me wholly and any hope for us.
How did you blame and accuse me?
When you were the one.
How long did you plan to string me along?
Even though you were done?
You left me for a stranger
you knew only a week
Taking the chance
we'd never again speak
I hope you are happy
and proud of your choice
She must play an instrument
or has a better voice
I hope you had a laugh
at my expense
Considering the karma heading your ways
gonna be intense.
I was good to you
but this you know
You left me with no other option
than to let you go.
I hope she is shady
and she flips the script.
Fucks all your friends
and makes you trip.
I hope she takes away your confidence
and your dignity.
you deserve the same treatment
that you have given me.
I wish I could be there
to see this go down
but I have people who love me
and want me around.
You are on a bumpy ass road
on which she is driving,
and has all control.
You will never see me again
so don't even try
I will never again touch you,
trust you or care to ask why
I will not be here
for whenever you call
I will not come running.
I don't know you at all.
I realize now
it was you that was lame
You really kept me around for two years
as a game?
I thought you were a rock
turns out your a lying, cheater
with the integrity of a sock.
Heidi Shavill
2021
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