Ironic isn't it?
how we tell ourselves
it's not ok to cry
look how I console a friend in dismay
but, call my self a bitch
each time I catch the feelings the dark moments bring
beating myself up for feeling bad when I feel bad
like I have no right, only to be human
but now I think
hey there! felt bad?
it's ok to do so sometimes
I wont keep up with my pseudo self
so I'll show myself a little more compassion,
cus in reality I cannot control the outcomes
cus how it goes, I'm a friend also to myself
and Yes I'm weak
or so you think
©deseyejeny
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