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wedding twist

I waited for answers that wasn't mine to hear
Dine with happiness that wasn't mine to keep
Row with the man that wasn't mine to have
With tears drowning my breath
With heart blocking out my ears
With Emotions clogging the room
With rainbows flipping it grey
Eyes searching for lies,
A mind waiting for laughter to blow
Was this really about to hit the fan?
Will this be our last journey?
Should stop sweating it right?
We should be good.
But, I heard the words
Words that wounded up my world
Alphabet that held up defensive walls
Letters that knocked me back
I heard the whispers, whispers_
It felt like a movie but this was mine
I dropped my scenic dress
Let my foot hit the concrete hard and soft
Let the pain lead me out
Let the mud brown my white
Let the rain wash my faith
Let the road do it's job
my sided love

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