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weeping girl

wet salty tears.
running down your angelic soft porcelain cheeks.
black mascara runs.
eyeliner curve and leak.
but the heartache remains.
your side eyed looks are precious turned into a flawless scowl.
your black lipstick stained lips smear trembling crooked as you wanted to scream as your heart bleeds.
your arms folded as you blankly stared out the only glass window in your room.
you wish to be alone.
your shoulder length long violet hair wet from kissing your cheek as the cool air brushes your teenage yet angelic porcelain skin cuz today pale was your color.
your violet eyes burning red with tears as you thought he had your side.
foolish boy, stupid boy, yet the tears flooded your perfectly smooth youthful face.
as you felt watchful eyes in the corner trying to salvage what was left of your complicated complex relationship as you hear a creak at the door.
you flinched at the sound.
wishing he would go away.
a hand caressing her face wouldn't fix this.
he was a shape shifter, you were a human half demon there was no place in this fucked up world where you and him could be together but yet here he was edging to your bed.
he wanted to kiss you.
at least attempt to make it better as he reached for you.
you glided out of the way so graciously that it hurts, it always hurts when you and him was apart.
yet you couldn't get enough of his green spikey hair his emerald eyes that cut through you like knife.
you wanted to be with him.
and for that, every fiber of your being killed you.
cuz you ached for him.
as he whipped you around giving you whiplash as he kissed you moving so swiftly to the bed.
as you taste him on your tongue.
bittersweet.
yet sweet and sour.
honey and mustard.
as he made you his in your darkest hour.
and yet again once again you taste forever.
©darkdeity