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What Do You Do?

What do you do when he doesn’t want you anymore, and he discards you like yesterday’s trash?
There’s no rhyme or reason for why you’re no longer good enough, there’s no “let’s talk about it” there is absolutely nothing.
What do you do when he was your everything? He was the honeymoon period that never ended until today.
He was your comfort blanket that you brought everywhere, because with him you were safe.
What do you do, when deep down you knew he was drifting away from you? The nights where you’re crying so hard you must muffle your mouth while he sleeps so soundly right beside you.

What do you do, when you have the same talks over and over again and the promise to do better never happens?

What do you do, when you know deep down that something isn’t right. You cling on to the hope that maybe you’re wrong, and maybe part of him is better than nothing.
What do you do when you’re left all alone, empty inside with nothing but questions?
What do you do?
You live.


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