What do you do when no one hears you? You just pick up a pen and start writing. Write down your feelings and your emotions. Because the pen is you. The paper is someone who listens to you. There won't judge you. Living all that feeling is not good. So writing took me to a whole new level. It is when I am free to express myself. I challenge myself every day with my words and thought. Maybe I am right or maybe I am wrong. But either way, I am writing. So I can tell my story without regard. This is the side no one sees. I hide it so there won't take it always from me. It's just me and my words. I won't be judged by doing it. They say you write like a kid. I told them that the kids were in me. They don't get it. But their judge me by my past. Just gave me a paper. Watch me make magic. It mate be simple for you. But nothing is ever simple. Not even the words in my head. They say you don't know how to write. I say you don't know how to feel. Because if you don't feel my words. You don't understand me. The line is clear. Just like my words. I write in feeling. You read with a closed mind. Don't judge me. You don't know my story. My story is for me to tell. Not for you to judge. Writing is something I can put into action. Because I don't have a voice. When I speak no one listens. So now I speak with words that come into action. You can say I am a storyteller. I say I am savor to myself. My therapist is my words. The motion behind the words. Every word has a meaning. Every meaning has words. Just like my motion. Express me with words. If you don't hear me when I speak. So maybe you hear me when I write. This is who I am. Something you will never see. Because if you don't feel my emotion. You can't feel my words. It just is a blank paper. But if you do feel every word with my emotion then you know who I am. You are listening to me. Because words turn into emotions. My emotion turns into a story.
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