I see how some look at me,
How I'm being judged for being me, I feel it in my bones how being different freaks them out most of the time.
But what do you know about being different? What do you know about being teased for having big white front teeth? Being ashamed when the class is taking pictures and screaming out cheese.
Tell me you that judges others like me, what do you know of having to hold your mother on the stoop floor as she is grasping for air her immune system getting ready to parish into thin air.
Having to wakeup every day not knowing if your mom is alive or dead, what do you know huh?! Having to see your mother work 3 jobs to put food on the table and put you through school too that's why you as a child can't afford new Nike shows like others.
I see you looking at me differently,
You hate the sight of me isn't that right? You want to see me die and get out of your life isn't it?
But what do you know about being declared dead for 15 minutes 3 times in your life? Having to wake up with no memories of the night before or what made you endup in hospital this time! I faced death 3 times already yet some still look at me like I'm disgusting each time for being different from the rest.
This isn't about me defending myself, this isn't about me teaching others to be fair. I am merely stating the obvious and making others aware!
Do not judge, you don't know what the next person has gone through, and even if you know that still doesn't give you the right to stop and stare, make ugly facial expressions like you just saw a dog poo on your shoes are we clear!
Being a bully doesn't show superiority, rather shows your insecurities.
Lorenzo
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