It was your sexy sweet sonorous voice that pauses my world when you said "hello".
And when I gazed into your eyes I met high level of satisfaction and assurance that the gods have appeared to me in the likeness of a man: you were beautiful my handsome.
I still remember the shape of your lips when you said you love me- they had the shape of truth and sincerity.
I believed in the promise you made me like a baby tossed into the air I was sure you will catch me. But did you?
Do you still remember the promises : to treat me like a queen and never hurt me?
What happened?
It used to be me, you, us against the world! Now it is you my very love crushing my world.
Dissecting my heart without anesthesia, you have hurt me in more ways than I can remember,
Pains have become so constant that I can't recognise happiness from any distance.
What happened?
Is violence now the new romance?
Or is abuse another shade of love?
Your hands used to be warm and perfect in administration of pleasure
Those moments I missed and treasure
Now you inflict me pains with those same hands -shame to you.
I have been drowning in the pool of my tears
NO! not anymore
I will swim
I will swim far from this abuse in love
I will swim to a coast where ladies are treated with dignity.
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