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What I Deserve

I see the sun on their beaming faces of delight
I stop and wonder if I'll ever be like that again
I see their perfect bodies and beautiful hair
I look at my self in the mirror and see my hideous reflection
I see how they laugh and enjoy the life they're living
I cant seem to find any reason to live it's obvious I have no place here
I see how smart they are as they Ace everything
I realise that I will never have that much importance
I see their confidence and strength with their every move
I know I am weak and hollow; it makes me wonder why I'm still here
I see them leaving me behind with their cheer
I feel tears pricking at my eyes, knowing that this is what I deserve
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