There a loop I'm in and it won't break. it builds up my hate what have I create? No matter what I do to heal myself from this clue. my soul is constantly blue of just thinking of you. I truly love her she was my protector of the night. she show me the light. I know longer wanna fight. But she took my light and hurted my soul that night. It broke me so bad I was so mad. She made believe in someone I thought I could trust with my life. I took everything I had in myself and gave it to her. I gave her my brain she threw it all away. I gave her my heart she took it to the dark and left it there to never be seen again. And then she twisted and turn my soul I didn't have a goal I just really really love her soul. The only option is to love myself but I hardly respect myself. I Told myself I won't cry if I get my heartbreak but I did it again I love someone with my whole heart and didn't realize I was playing this hurtful game. I broke the promise to myself it really hurts to even thinking about loveing myself because I know I can't keep it forever.
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