I felt that
the hello never to be said
and the "I wish you all the best"
that smile that used to come my way
that ping that hits between your chest
and sound of a broken glass is made
i felt that
the unexpected feeling one gets when expectations were exceedingly high
or when you realise you believed a lie
that feeling of no longer being of value
trust me i felt that
the kind that lets your mood down
to a level where you feel far from home
i felt that and it destroyed my joy
it destroyed everything i tried that made me smile
even masking it was becoming hard
you know what i mean right???
that i felt the pain of seeing the one
that one, if be the only one
the one whom you now love
assumptions and gossip say
and your statuses became proof of belief
the one who is yours now and i put as before
i mean the one who is your after, the one who can stand between your legs and touch your face, i guess i mean your girl
i saw her and invisible tears ran on my dry cheeks, and made me realise how secretly in love i shall remain with you...
©mimi21
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