What i have is truth..

I know I messed everything up, like I always do
That is just who I am, I know I lost you to.
I wish I could go back and turn back time.
If I didn't see the things that I did, it would of been your crime.
I saved you again, like I always do.
Backing up your mistakes, fixing things, and now you say were through.
I think I have to learn to turn a blind eye.
I have to let you fall, and not fix up your lies.
I love you enough to let you go.
But you pretend not to know.
So, you test me out to see if I will break.
You leave my heart on pause, which freezes on a heartache.
Now I sit back and watch reruns of what I went through with you.
Maybe I don't have the real thing, but what I have is truth.
When I see you down the street, I turn the other way.
Don't need you to manipulate me, for this I get my say.
Without your reckless behavior, I am sain as I can be.
I bet your kind of missing that other part of me.
©terrylin53