Sittin all alone in this empty room
staring at a picture of me and you
tears flood my bed
the same tears I thought I had once shed
on my finger I twirl the ring
that 12 hours prior you gave to me
we were supposed to be a family
but that fateful night took that from me
your hand wrapped around mine
I replay the last words you said one more time
"I'll love you forever and always no matter where I go"
those memories constantly flash through my head
I can still see your white shirt soaked in red
and hear the EMTs pronounce you dead
my whole world shattered and everything went black
then the doctors came in and said there's no more fluid in the amniotic sack
in my life you and our son is what I lack
everyday I cried and prayed for the miracle that you'd come back
but I can only see you in my dreams now
how he could've chosen you I'll never know why or how
but I do know one thing for sure now
there's a piece of me that I'll never get back
so inside of me my heart has turned to black
because I can never have the two I love th most
back
©ashley1990
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