the day had passed when you met last.
but you are still inside heart like a white dwarf star.
memory after memory sweet and sorrow come and gone,but the memory of you never gone.
blood and water thoughts purified in heart but it can not remove all the sufferings sorrow and pain.
trees shoot out new leaf in place of old ones but there is none when you gone.
a deep agony of love is surrounded by me but that was not mine;
you gifted me as simbol of your love - agony depression and suffering.
i sought your heart but you hurt me so hard.
i sought your hands but you left me alone.
i sought your love but you hate me a lot.
i close my eyes at night to forget you but you still come into my dream.
the pain you have given, it is hard to bear.
sometimes i doubts that have you ever love me?
o god what did i seek and what have i got?
©subirmitra
S