I keep wondelring what if
What if we were still together?
What if we could make it work?
What if we were end game?
What if we were meant to be together?
What if I could keep u?
What if I had u?
What if I was perfect for u?
What if we were perfect for each other?
What if we were destined to be together but we just happened at the wrong time?
What if I didn't chase u away?
What if I could show u how much I love and need u?
What if I knew how to put my fears on display?
What if I was brave enough to have talked about what I feel?
What if?
What if is just my way not to cry myself asleep... I can't stop missing u... I can't stop thinking about u... I can't be with anyone cuz I feel guilty for still being in love with u and pretending to be happy with them... I can't do this anymore without u... all I have ever done led me to u... and every word I said to u, every " I love u", every " I miss u", every call every moment every memory. I need u in my life. I can't imagine my life without u. I can't imagine the past. I can't think about the future if ur not in it... I keep imagining the a future with u and one without u... I can't take this anymore, I need u! Plz?
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