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What if

My everything
Why can't things stay the same
Feelings you said..
But i just want us to remain best friends
But we have been like this since childhood.
What if...
Well i gave that up because you won't let it go
I definitely don't like seeing you like this
Interesting enough now we are exploring different heights
There were even lovelier moments
Loving each other more
That spark in your eyes
The shivers from your touch
The chills from that same voice I have listened to for years
When did this all start
Scared to love my best friend but yes i do now
I gave in.
Now you call me cruel and heartless.
But i tried to stop you and all you wanted was to follow your heart.
Look at this mess.
A girl has her reasons.
Now we're stuck in this movie
No reverse buttons
We just have to observe now
It's all falling apart
You won't hear me out but;
I was comfortable growing with you
I didn't realize i never learnt to socialize
I don't know how to live
Because you were always there
And now I'm staring at your back
as the distance increase between us
I once said
What if..
Now it's our present life
I'm fully awake
Did i step into our future?
Still staring at the love note
Dear best friend
Before you expect me to respond to your love confession
I love you too
But it's noisy in my brain
This love thing
Sure could be beautiful
But then what if..
Untold future
We can't even back things up to before
Because when one walks away in our love relationship
We loose this too
I'm selfish
Stay my best friend
I can't loose you.
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