What if
I am nothing but,
a body you use to fill the void
what if you miss her and miss the joy
what if
I am nothing,
although you say I am something,
what If
I am coal
although you say I am gold
what if
I am too much
although you say I am enough
what if
all those sweet words
are really just lies
and you're the devil in disguise
what if
you want her like you did before
what if you shove me out the door
what if
I am right
and you leave me behind
what if
I stopped thinking
about the "what ifs"
and started thinking
about "who cares"
(this is kinda rusty) #overthinking #theanxiety #drowningthoughts
©meteorite
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