I keep asking myself
What if things turned out differently
What if I tried harder
Where would we be now
But I guess that wouldn't have changed anything
What if I paid more attention
What if I had listened more
What if I had shown more affection
What if I supported you more
Would that have changed anything?
You see what we had is what they called love tingles
Blind to one another's flaws
Yet you were a closed book
In the honeymoon stages
Yet I still opened up to you
Which caused me to open myself for heartbreak
Little did I know you will break me
I keep asking myself
What if I had done things differently
What if I paid more attention
What if I listened more
What if I had shown more affection
What if I supported you more
Would that of changed anything?
©blsmedic
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