-- Maybe it's not the what ifs, maybe it's the silence that comes next when I told you.
Somehow it made sense to me now.
How words could be so bias yet so powerful to make our feelings numb - or even makes us dumb.
And how it could make us feel happy, proud, and loved.
But so cliché that it could also be the very reason why there's so many unwanted goodbyes.
And yet, here we go again thinking that maybe telling the right words would make someone stay, but darling that's not always the case.
Sometimes, words are better left unsaid, even if it means concealing your true feelings.
Besides it's been a long journey my love, and we did great.
It's just that, it kinda hurt me thinking that I'm no longer the poem you've waited to read nor the poet you've think of.
Because now, I'm just merely an aftermath of the what ifs.
What if I didn't like you and what if you like me ?
What if it's meant to be and what if it's not?
What if I didn't told you?
Why did I told you?
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