I'm broken, I'm shattered I'm bruised and I'm beat,
Loving me as me, you know is no easy feat.
Why must it feel like my world is going black,
Like my sanity, my happiness will never come back.
I wish I could show you what its like in my mind,
That I'm terrified to lose you, I'm that crazy kind.
I wish I could cut out the pain in my heart,
It kills me, it owns me, it tears me apart.
Why can't you see that you are my whole world,
I wish I could show you before the dark is unfurled.
To touch you, to hold you, thats all that I need,
But to keep you mine its seen of as greed.
I would give you everything my heart, on a plate,
But how can I tell you that doesn't feel like my fate.
My love my light, my one and my only.
Promise me someday I won't feel so lonely.
©kaydacie
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