if love is just a word then why does it hurts so much if you realize it isn't there.
I sit in the corner playing with my hair writing my death note thinking to myself should I go. love only yourself ,fight only for yourself and win only for yourself is the only thing I know. sometimes I feel like I'm better off dead please tell me I'm wrong and hold me tight and help me get rid off this horrible vision. they give me pills and tell me it will make me feel better. but when I take them I feel sicker and bitter. waiting for the drugs to hit me trying to stay out the light so no one sees the real me or sees the demons that the devil has put in me.
©jathakyd
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