what to say

I don't know what to do anymore or even what to say. I am so tired of feeling alone all the time its been day after day. I feel so lost and broken it would seem. i can't help but think this is all just a dream. I feel i can't make you happy all you do when you are home is sleep. you hardly say 2 words to me you barley even speak. I feel we will never go back to the way we used to be. Maybe your just not happy because of me. I dont know what your problem is but i am tired of wasting my breath it just goes in one ear and out the other. You dont even treat me like a wife let alone a mother. Where is the guy that i was once crazy about? you keep saying you will change but that i seriously doubt.