I loved you with every inch of my being
you were my everything
I was happy
then one day that all changed
you left
you left me alone and broken
I was shutting down
then it stopped
the thoughts
the dreams
the memories
and I swear I was over you
then you came back
I didn't want to let you in
but I couldn't
and I did
now you have me again
but only different
I'm your's only when you choose
I keep trying
I keep trying to move on
but I can't
my heart craves you
my soul wants you
and mind floods with you
why do you do this
why
why do you keep me hanging
hanging by a thread
I love you and always will
but it hurts
it hurts knowing you don't want me like I want you.
©brittany
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