what will it take for me to love myself?
I do not remember how it felt when I took my first step.
I do not remember my first word, my first favourite meal, my first favourite TV show.
how will I then know how to restart? unlearn? decipher?
To love myself means to un-love what others have made me. To un-love what others love about me. To piece together the broken parts which others have left behind after taking the best bite.
I cannot love myself, for I have depended too much on the validation of others for this task to be accomplished.
Incomplete.
~O
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