When times were dark my heart was found as I layed my troubles to the ground. In the midst I could not see everything that was killing me. In self pity In despair the pain I felt I could not Bare ,angry at everyone ,he did this she did that acting like a spoiled brat,failing to see what I didn't want to See that most of my problems were caused by me full of jealousy,bitterness ran deep until one day I decided to take a leap to look inside to seek for the truth to finally put on my big girl boots ,to accept that my thinking was damaging me in order to change I had to set myself free ,to forgive myself for all that I've done and most of all I had to forgive my mum ,and to accept that I cannot change what has been done and to try to remember that I'm not number one ,see sometimes I forget others are struggling too we are all out there trying to make do ,to make the best of what we have , In theory we all one were all connected like to the sun ,the air we breath it comes from trees the honey we eat it comes from bees without each other it's hard to survive and most of all its hard to thrive so when your struggling your not alone so hold on tight because around the corner there is always hope and light
©kerry
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