By: Trisha M Barrek Hopkins
07-21-2018
Always making everyone else happy
Bc i wear my heart on my sleeve
Im 100% loyal 100% true
But when the pain shows thru no one believes
I do for everyone else so I never get my time
No matter how much I write down
No one truely cant feel my pain thur rhyme
Always on the outside wearing a smile
But no one can see this frown
My heart is at a slower pace
But no one seems to care how i feel
Trying to beat death at his race
I just want to be happy I want to believee im real
I no longer want to be a ghost
I want to have my own face
I need to feel like im wanted most
I want to feel special n belong
I would love to be welcome in someones space
Ive almost lived half of my life
So when exactly do i get my time
To be someones special love
Im tired of all the games
Ive heard all the bullshit lines
With someone I want to fit like a perfect glove
And put all other woman to shame
And be told to put my fears away
And for once everything will truely be fine
...unfinshed update soon dont have the silence i need to think 😥
Q