When Im gone-
Look for me in a wide vast space
Looking at the nightskies into outer space
Touching the stars at my fingertips
Under the darkened cloud ready to fall into my cheeks
With its feelings, falling down to my vein
When Im lost-
Look for me by sand beach
Sitting by the shore waiting for someone-
Looking at the horizon watching the sunset
Wishing to live a life worth living
When Im sad-
Look for me in the crowd
Wearing a smile I always wear
Hoping today was the last day to live
End the pain and rest for a long time
When Im all alone-
Look for me in the darkest corner of my room
Crying to my heart's content
Bleeding an unending river of blood
Dying with my heart striving to beat
When Im gone, lost, sad and alone-
Don't go looking for me
'cause you'll only find me-
Six feet underground
Not breathing, heart numb, eyes close
Yes, I died.
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