If I left this world today
I wonder what people say
What would there final thoughts be
What would the have to say about me
My family would find a way to be okay
My final words to them what would I say
I know their heat would be heavy with sorrow
Will there tears still flow tomorrow
My friends will they should their true colors
Come say goodbye and bring flowers
Would they have sadness upon them
Maybe just pretend that it didn't matter and when
Someone ask them about me they just say
I really didn't know her that way
I just sometimes wonder if I truly matter to some
Would they miss me when I'm gone
Or would it just be another day
With nothing really important to say
I wonder if I'd be missed at all
I feel like sometimes I not all
My kids sometimes don't even bother to call
Or come see me at all
That maybe I'm a bother for them you see
That's why they sometimes done see me
But today I'm here and I'm not trying to worry about things to much
Live day by day like such
Not stressing to much you see
What going to happen to me
I will be me the best I can each day
Like me or not that all I can say
©tinamarie
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