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When it all started

I have been smoking meth off and on since I was 19 years old however she's out the door because I don't have room for her in my life anymore! She's made me hurt too many people including my best friend who was like my sister and I'm done with her she's a goner and that's final, she doesn't have a say no more and I don't care where I'm at I will always say no to her, she's the enemy she's the devil's best friend she's his right hand and he's trying to be on my left shoulder telling me "use it! It's okay you know you want to! you can't fight that ugly urge!" And then on my right shoulder I've got that sweet angel telling me "don't listen to him. He's just blowing smoke. Leave him be and fight that urge as if you trust in the Lord he will take it and turn it around!" Now it's my decision and I choose Right because I will ALWAYS choose the Lord our saviour over the devil any day any night! Although I just might tell him one thing, next time you come back just know Satan God got my back!
©kendallm61